Thursday, October 17, 2013

Morning Devotions in Armenia, October 2013, Number 5

I have another blog, a private one, called Serendipitous Intersections, which features one post every day of the year. The gist of the blog is, it's a melding of three other 365-day "devotionals", one the famous work of Oswald Chambers and two others containing the work of George MacDonald. What I do is, I juxtapose the daily readings, usually in excerpt form but sometimes in whole, from the three sources and then add a heading of my own intended to unite them in a single concept or angle. Here in Armenia to teach a two-week course, I lead the morning devotions. I decided to use some of my blog posts as material for my "meditations". I specifically took those posts in which the excerpts from Oswald Chambers include a direct Scripture citation. Here is one I shared on Wednesday, October 16th. First I will give the title from my "Serendipitous Intersections" blog (which I did not include in my talk to the students and staff). In the meditation, parts taken from Chambers or MacDonald, whether in direct quote or paraphrase, will be in bold font with "[Mc]" afterwards for MacDonald and "[OC]" for Oswald Chambers. 

(Based on my May 21st post in Serendipitous Intersections: "Beyond the fear: surrendered to the Making Will (or, From first fear to first love)"-- which is itself based on the May 21st readings in "My Utmost for His Highest" [Chambers], "Diary of an Old Soul" [MacDonald], and reading #142 in "365 Daily Readings from George MacDonald", [MacDonald, edited by C.S. Lewis].)



Does the Bible say that love casts out fear? No, it doesn’t exactly say that. Let’s read 1 John 4:18 (read).

So it is perfect love that casts out fear. Yes, “there is no fear in love,” but it is only perfect love that casts out fear, all fear.

Just as the Law was a good tutor to control and guide us till we came to Christ, so fear is a good “supervisor” until we come to perfect love. Ultimately, love is the whole essence and substance of our relationship to God, but until perfect love is realized, it is good that fear serves as at least a poor, elementary bond with God, a bond between Man and his Maker. [Mc]

“The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom.” It’s not the end of wisdom, but it’s the beginning, and if you don’t begin the journey you’ll get nowhere!

Jesus told His disciples, “I have called you my servants, but now I call you my friends.” The servant fears his master, and, yes, he may love his master, too, but only friends partake together in perfect love that casts out all fear.

In the Book of Revelation, Jesus scolds the Ephesian church for losing their first love. They have lost their first love in two senses: the love they experienced at first, when their faith was new and vibrant and zealous; and the love that should always have first place in their lives. “First love” is first with respect to both time and priority. It is the entrance into life with the living God and it is the “pearl of great price” for which we are ready to lose everything else… if, by God’s mercy, we are in our right minds.

And in His perfect love Jesus gives the Ephesian church something: a reason to fear; He will remove their light if they don’t repent and return to their first love.

Thank God for a healthy, correcting fear. But fear cannot be the perfection of our life in God; it is only the beginning of wisdom. The soul that stands distant from God, in alienation from Him and darkness—there is no hope for that soul if it never experiences fear. The path to the true fulfillment of the human soul is from first fear to first love, from first love to the perfect love that will cast out all fear forever, when we live for only “the Making Will” and the soul-filling breath of God [Mc]. When we live for that alone, no place is left for fear, only for perfect love.

Then we will understand, in starkly new dimensions of understanding, what it means to seek first--first of all, most of all, in all and after all--to seek first the kingdom of God [OC]. Perfect love casts out all that pretends to be first but is not the life of God. Perfect Love is First Love's conclusive victory and triumphant arrival, with all contenders vanquished, at the union of wills with the Beloved.