Wednesday, February 10, 2016
Lessons from Moses' Meeting with God
Tuesday, February 2, 2016
The Endless Labyrinth of the Finite Heart
God's child, shaken awake in
the deep grave-like night, stumbles blearily, at first, into the starlit dark,
imbibes the bracing air, and throws body and soul into the long, hard march,
steered by the Light of the World
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Conversion
'Twixt Then and Then
In the fusion of Will and will
A Kingdom comes
Creating Now.
And
Past and Future
Are born
Of Love's immediate
Sway and instant
Soul's attendance,
In conquering sacrament
Of holy presence.
---
Death knocks, demands entry,
the house is roused, the child quakes, playthings and whims are forgotten, the
Master rises, opens the door, and Death, prostrate before the living Presence,
begs to serve
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In the Son of Glory God the
Sum of Glory unfolds, unveils, life's 'primal Sun' and Morning Star, the soul's
native shore and everlasting patria
---
Though it jar the soul and
prod our deepest fortress fears, the knocking at the door is the sound of
Pity's hand, Compassion's urge, of holy, reclaiming Cure
---
Love surges from the
expansive center to encompass horizons all around and from that infinite aspect
embrace life's boundless reaches within
---
From the withering,
world-cobbled dominion of things into the life-stirring ebullience of Kingdom
brotherhood
"He who has seen
Me..."
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Intense
discernment--essential to maintain
For distance from the
darkened perception
That itself is distance
From the All-Occupying Life
The essence of Man supremely
aspires
(If truth be told)
To the place of certain
contemplation
And unbarred adoration
Of the Risen Reigning
Presence
Weary storm-blown
spirit-craft
Unfurl your sails
Till now too weakly
presented
To the Master's deathless
fervent sway
And begin to share the deep
power
---
Our being begets our seeing,
which sparks our striving, which ordains the destination
---
It is not inevitable that we
should populate and demarcate life's inevitably vague horizons with fearsome
phantoms and hopeless verdicts
---
As He in thought, perception,
word and deed,
So we, with heart, eye,
mouth and hand
Answer true, by Love and His
agony freed
To run sure, grow deep, and
alive to the Uttermost—stand
"I will run the way of
Thy commandments, when Thou shalt enlarge my heart."
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Through desert wastes and
thorns, on sorrow's fiery sands, under the strident sun of Law, from driven
self to Promised Self--a hopeful trek if, only, life's
thirst is slaked by the living Source beneath
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There is a Strength, an
undiminishable locus of Life, a holy Power that illumines endurance, a radiant
Region of Imagination's birth, truth and materialization in Love; there is and
because there is we say, 'I must....'
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In a world where the
firmament declares His glory and the hills skip for joy, grace beyond feeling
guides our faith to a home past imagining
---
The royal highway from
Sinai to Zion, from Alpha to Omega, from Epiphaneia to Parousia, runs
its course and measures its meaning through the valley of drudgery and
humiliation, Christ-illuminated with faith-charged, radiant might.
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The will to wake,
The will to take
The broken steps
On,
No matter the dream or
draw
Of backward glance
Or sideways glimmer.
Be it the dark you see
Clearly ahead,
Keep on, keep straight,
In faith and hope,
And love the Light
In which, in Whom
You clearly see.
It is not the dark
Sees the dark,
But Light infused—
Sees, steps, pierces,
Masters in simplicity,
And knows itself there.
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Blessed are they who
ascend through crisis to poverty in spirit, where nothing's left to own or
treasure than Majesty's Ingress and Audience at their humble, transfigured
table
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Praise God--He gave the
Church, His Bride, a sure and gushing spring of life, the living gauge of truth
and Eternity's 'oil of gladness': The Paraclete, Who curbs
pernicious pride, Who chides the stale distracted heart, Who tugs the drooping
spirit up again to go and grow and flame with primal joy.
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Venturing home, shod with
hope, girded with Promise, mustering heart's will against faithless comforts,
pressing nearer the unseen all-penetrating Source
---
Infant expression of
unseen root: the nascent scion's fire-born drive to inhabit the Heavenly Sire's
fearless perfection
---
Memories and mourning,
enfenced and tilled by Grace, marvelously become the rich medium and fertile
earth of holy Kingdom joy, but the fence must encircle and lock fast, and the
tilling go deep
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God's child comes rushing
back to Love's primordial axis: the sublime Mother-glow of the mighty
Father-glory blazing from the Spirit's hearth in Son-concentric beams--to melt
away the clinging flakes of Self-ish snow and thaw the child's pride-chilled
limbs within
---
At life's core, a Power
and a purpose, a crucible of mystery and light, and a primal drive to utter
Manhood in the Love at life's core
---
The familiar, comforting
and commonsense
Raise a tumult to drown
out His call
To the unknown and awful,
primordial and holy
The glory of His face
pierces the tumult
All is silent
---
Christ, the heart and Way
to the heart of things.
---
Arise and go to Him, Cry
out to Him, and do; He will make sense, light, a kingdom... and you.
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To chafe and brood
Over wounded rights
And tout my self-charged
view
Is to smother His
Creating breath
And drown,
In proud confusion,
The living hue
Of Grace.
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The contrite spirit--a
sacrifice of will: ascent to the height only ever begins from wherever you are,
if it is to begin at all.
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The Beauty, Silence and
Surrender: The infant soul
clutches the beautiful thing to keep it forever, and grief follows; the soul
grown deeper in Love surrenders to the Beauty that retreats and, by retreating,
returns, and by returning remakes the soul for Its own forever.
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Before appearances
and non-appearances, circumstances and forces, I speculate and
doubt... I run to Honesty's door and knock... harmonious percussion greets my
touch... calling calls to calling in essential duet: 'Come in... and enflesh
the purpose'.
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The Awakened Anima is
alive to the need that dawns in Redemption and flowers in Love; her contingency
is revealed as Gift, her authenticity as Koinonia, her being as
Worship
---
Imago Dei, inherently
exalted, unique in place and response to Eternity's Only Presence, you truly
cohere where, only, you truly inhere: the begetting bond in the Father of Mercy
and the Sacrifice Lamb
'And... our fellowship is
with the Father and with His Son Jesus Christ'
---
From the purging
perimeter to the pervading center--the secret life in the depths of the
fire.
---
The One who walks, risen,
crowned, in brilliant glory among the lampstands, with every star, all heaven
and earth--Death's keys and Life's wellsprings, too--forever fixed in
hand, His hand... He whispers sovereign summons to a single
holy Light, all-pervading Will, inexorably converging design
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The Certainty we
hunt for in panic sometimes--
It would destroy us,
obliterate us;
It belongs to Holy
Providence.
The doubts that wear and
tear us at times:
They are the clattering
echoes, the piercing reverberations, of a desperate scramble--
For Certainty--
In the endless labyrinth
of the finite heart.
Their boon is to blare
warning: 'Love forbids.'
'I know Him Whom I have
believed':
He ordains to us no other
certainty.
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The human heart enfolded
by the timeless Life will incorrigibly blossom and burst with
Love's fruits and--yes!--with sweet joy trace the changeless
Face displayed on Heaven's swirling sky.
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Life's mornings, daytimes
and evenings: a time for cracking the crust, a time for weathering the Power's
storms, and a time for fitting, ripe weariness
---
The piping, percolating
spring season of the spirit is hard to let go for the quiet, rich
industriousness of autumn–bound summer;
But the summer
infiltrates the spring and fall displaces summer;
The deep engulfs the
surface and the 'always' diffuses the 'next';
Death impels the
faltering will and Resurrection swallows up death for finally and ever
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A Month of Sentences (1)
Man's spirit cannot thrive without tenaciously yielding to God's vital dictate.
This all-demanding way leads to our spirits' true home, so... reckon rightly!
The life-redeeming love of God admits only the all-surrendered.
Divine redemption is central to genuine humanity because He is the Center to Whom we belong. If we are headed toward Him we are becoming like Him; if headed somewhere else, then becoming something else.
Within the Only God, the Only Love prevailed infinitely: surmounted and subsumed the Only Crisis. So, only, does fear turn to love within us. So, only, do all things become to us His goodness, gift and glory.
To yield all to Him Who is All is to gain all. It is never by accident, only by open need, conscious appeal, intentional relinquishment.
The faithful yearning, that will not betray, originates in God Who alone encompasses meaning. It leads into a fire, yes, but it leads through. Blessed is the soul that understands, responds, in time.
The Christian life is no worship of a text and letter. It is a union with living fire. It is the creation grafted into, and made expression of, God's infinite Self-giving.
Disillusioned with self-authorship, we are compelled by need, not desire, to surrender to the awful truth: Life's very fabric is the freedom of inexhaustible love, in God alone.
God's work in us reconciles and excludes in growing harmony with His fierce love and purity. In us 'there is no good thing' but 'Christ in you, the hope of glory.'
True longing for Truth serves the Truth, doesn't dictate to It. Constant devotion to God is constant having--having Him Whom none ever possesses. Patient endurance in the Truth is Love's constant arrival.
Sovereign Love lays out a course for us to run--day and night, in sun and storm, over smooth track and looming obstacles. To keep running is our duty and a saving focus. And to run the course with joy--a choice.
Our worth is rooted and fixed in a reality beyond our conjuring or control. To enter the Reality is to inherit the treasure: the worth of our belonging to God in Christ.
Only thus does imperfect man reveal the perfect Maker Whose infinite facets, demanding myriad and pure expression, will unite us in the full-grown stature of Christ.
His miraculous intent is our pure unity in the infinite expression of love for which each of us is uniquely shaped.
Necessary paradox: to chase what's inexorable, to enter what invades, to strain after what's given, to discover God...and yourself...in the other who is not God or yourself.
What must be: Love's law sets the price and pays it; Love's power breaks fear's bonds; New Life rises, bound to Love's freedom.
Faithfulness is our "cruise control", a constant drive and "solid state", charged from the center and pervading the totality, through every twist, hazard and monotonous stretch of life's highway.
Our hearts' homing instinct is lit and fueled by the Life perpetually born--but never originated--in us at Love's decree.
To turn from heart's home is to turn from heart itself, from its substance, appointment and source. True fear of the Lord is courageous susceptibility--to the un-comprehended, uncontainable Majesty.
God's fierce centrality never yields; it assaults our souls with love's hammer; it harries the spirit with life's merciless wonder.
The One Who knows that our liberation from withered, loveless inauthenticity as Man materializes only in union with Him will never 'play fair' with usurpers of His right and pretenders to His glory.
Fatal error flows from blind pride's refusal to unstintingly abandon self to the Only Light and Life of all things.
Exulting in God's invincible rightness, Humility yields to His provision and will.
Friday, December 18, 2015
The Nature and Future of Violence
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I think there are two intrinsic factors: one is desperate resort, the certainty—whether accurate or misled—that there is no other option; the other is perversity, the enjoyment of inflicting pain and destroying life because of the sense of power it brings.
Note that even justified violence (self-defense; defense of others) corresponds to my "intrinsic factors", at least to one of them, i.e., the first.
Also, someone might note the glaring absence of terms like anger, hatred, inhumanity, not to mention sin! But I am trying to get behind those factors to what spawns them.
We don't feel anger to feel anger; we feel anger because our desires or aims are frustrated, and when we sense there is no other option for attaining our ends we resort to violence—and that whole "process", from frustrated aim to violence, can happen in the blink of an eye. People descend into atrocious "man's inhumanity to man" because, 1) they are pursuing priorities they cherish above the value of human life and violence is the only way they see of getting there, and, 2) if that is the sort of state they're in, they most likely get a perverse thrill in exercising god-like power over others; crushing the lives of others feeds their egos in the illusion that their lives are superior, somehow authentic on a higher plane.
(My friend asked, "Which do you think is predominant in the present misguided scenario?")
Anger and hatred, obviously, are operating in both brands of massacre we're witnessing lately: the ideologically-driven kind and the "random" sociopathic kind like Sandy Hook or the movie theater.
It seems to me that frustration/desperate resort and raw perversity are operative in both—in the ISIS brand of violence, the searing frustration at not seeing their cherished religion universally submitted to, along with, most likely, deep resentment at being long viewed as "third-world", primitive, less civilized than the "Christian (imperialist) West."
But, sin being sin and lust for power being lust for power, I am thoroughly convinced that no small quotient of plain perversity/sadism and visceral thrill is involved in all the "creative" ways ISIS is devising to torture people to death. Let's face it: most of ISIS is a pack of testosterone-driven young men who are, doubtlessly, getting a sexual thrill out of all the killing, under the convenient rubric of Allah's glory. Such is the stupefying obtuseness of the sin-possessed soul.
As for the Sandy Hook/movie theater kinds of massacres—these "lonely misfit" killers who erupt all at once, cataclysmically, I think that the frustration factor is at work there, too. Frustrated to the eruption point by a vacuum of identity, meaning, of any sense of realized authenticity, and aided by a pop culture that has long inculcated the notion that "in-your-face is GOOD", these pathetic creatures opt for the ultimate in-your-face resort that will prove to the world they make a difference, that their existence leaves a mark.
Wanton, indiscriminate violence is the cheapest route to making a vivid "statement", and it's all that's left to someone otherwise utterly incapable of making a genuinely creative, beneficial, life-nurturing contribution to the world. Yet the DRIVE in us human beings to "mean" something is SO deep and basic that, absent any possibility of "meaning" something salutary, people will resort to "meaning" something horrific, because something seems better than nothing. And this, too, is the unspeakable force of sin, the primitive pride that insists on self-significance OVER belonging to God in love.
I don't think violence can ever be stopped, short of Christ's Glorious Appearing, our blessed hope. In the meantime, each of us can aim at being a (provisional) peacemaker, in whatever quadrant of His field of operations the Creator has placed us.
Friday, July 17, 2015
Reproductive Choice
If all acts whatsoever were instantly and unqualifiedly sanctified by the word "choice", then I suppose what the Nazis CHOSE to do to the Jews could be called a robust expression of liberty.
Ah, but--the argument goes--the Nazis committed atrocities against OTHER people. Reproductive choice is about a woman's control over her own body!
Really. So...I suppose Salad Lady was talking about the heads and hearts and livers of the mothers....
Up to twenty weeks and more. Think about that. If the abortionists fully get their way, there won't even be a 20-week limit. As Debbie Wasserman said, it will be entirely at the mother's discretion up to any point whatever.
Think about that.
It's been nine months. The labor pains have started. "Know what? I'm not emotionally capable of doing this. I don't want it. Terminate it."
Outlandish? No. It's the logical conclusion of what Wasserman said.
Well, yeah, but...it's only words. You needn't put the worst construction on it.
Mein Kampf was only words, too. And, as history shows, words mean things.
They can come to mean terrible things.
Especially when we say "Pff! Come on, don't make such a big deal out of it."
Don't make a big deal out of the leader of one of America's two ruling political parties suggesting that the killing of a child in the womb right up to the moment of natural birth is acceptable?
Why...precisely...SHOULDN'T we "make a big deal out of it"?
Isn't that the same as saying, "Shut up and don't argue?"
Which is very much the line being taken now by the Left: Just shut up and don't argue, or...you're a...a...hater. So there.
It is the polemic of intellectual bankruptcy.
And spiritual bankruptcy.
Friday, June 26, 2015
FREEDOM
NO...MATTER...WHAT.
Be it before even thinking about defending it.
The Holy of holies, the innermost "sanctum" of God's temple, was an object lesson representing the place in the human spirit that God would inhabit in glory and love. It is a place of sovereignty--and, yes, supremacy--over all that is on the outside. It is the place where "you shall know the truth and the truth shall make you free". No human laws, no social conventions, no cultural forces, no thought police, mob rule or "political correctness" can invade or own that place, unless we defile the holy place by letting them in. Make no mistake, they will beat on the temple gates, but that is not the same as getting in. The power, and the choice, is always ours, in spiritual union with "the Son of Man who makes you free" to deny them entry, and to live in the spacious freedom of the living Truth, the central place that is greater and vaster than everything that pretends to surround it.
The writer Dorothy L. Sayers, who died in 1957, observed the trend in society/culture and presciently concluded that the day would come when everybody would be just literate enough to uncritically swallow whatever the owners of mass communications fed them. The correlation to the above is obvious.